Friday, 28 December 2012

Story Time

I got bored and wrote this..


The war started over a year ago, and now its force is felt more than ever. Dawn attempts to creep in as a glimpse of warm orange light fights the darkness in battle over the horizon. The transition from a bitterly cold dark night into a frosty winter’s morning has begun. A mist of heat that is not felt, but only glanced at through gaps between the buildings. The smallest flurry of light from a huge blazing sphere breaks the black line of the earth’s curvature. The light spills out, low over the ground, drenching what is left of the night’s shadows. An hour later and the shadows are shortening. The Friday morning’s light combats the ground’s frost but as temperatures fail to rise, the rays are left bloodied and bruised. Humiliated, the redness in the sky starts to give way to plain old blue.

The morning reveals the damage left from what were just noises for many in the city. Late last night, the sounds of the devastation struggled through cracks under doors and drafty windows to reach the awoken. Now, in the crisp light of day their imagination is made redundant as they gaze upon the remnants of life. 16 hours earlier a building stood tall, strong and noble as the sun faded, leaving behind a harsh stillness in its stead. Now, rubble and dust clutter the ice-ridden streets. Firemen and the police had worked through the cold under darkness’ cover, stinging water splashed the glowing fires until their blazes were beaten back. Embers quashed by hosepipes as water flowed like a flood in the desert of wreckage. Survivors were pulled from carcasses of the fallen buildings by those who worked til’ their fingers bled, but it was not their blood which stained the broken debris red.

That morning would go as normal for those unharmed by the night’s bombs. Mothers would wake children in time for school and fathers would scurry off to factories. Porridge would be eaten and overalls worn. The bustle of London would be unheeded by the dark’s disturbances and lives were tallied onto the growing statistic that was death. A young boy with a mess of deep brown hair woke early, his dark eyes acquired their usual spark of brightness as he glanced around his room. He ran downstairs to the cream walled kitchen with its white cupboards. He sat down hurriedly on the wooden stool, elbows resting thoughtfully on the table. His mother handed him toast, which was becoming more sparingly spread with butter each day. He shoveled the breakfast into his eager mouth and once finished stared hopefully at his mother, she nodded. The boy smiled, staggered off his char and ran out of the room. Opening the front door onto the dry street allowed the wind to bite at his pale fresh face. He winced slightly and fought his way down the road. It was an almost daily trip for the boy, excluding Sundays, and the bell rang with an alerting twang as the post office door swung open. He queued impatiently for the desk behind an elderly man who smelt pungently of cigar smoke with a hint of whatever it is that gives any old mans jacket its distinctive smell. On the wall hung painting of not very much at all, they were the usual muse for would be artists and they bored the boy as he looked around the dull room. Upon reaching the desk, he spoke politely to the lady behind it, he granted the usual set greeting which had become a conversational habit which he had adopted. He spoke excitedly and got as far as “any word tod…” before the professional looking woman had started shaking her head apologetically, with a sincere sadness on her face. The boy’s shoulders dropped as he turned away despondently and trundled out the door back to cold harsh street.

As rations were collected by the late in the early afternoon, while machines from factory next door churned and gurgled, a hum overhead grew louder. The cities sound seemed to quiet as the drone from the engine in the sky came ever nearer. The sharp edges of the black figure high above were clearly visible cast upon the sky’s cool blue canvass. One dark figure became two as the bomb was dropped and two became a countless number when the bomb landed. The shavings of earth and brick were cast into the air near Saint Pauls Cathedral as the plume of smoke rose. Through the shades of grey stood the cathedral’s ivory dome as it towered over the cities’ smoldering skyline. The afternoon dragged on and children sat bored in classrooms, staring at blank walls, while the walls stared back at blank faces. They fidgeted and doodled while they though their teachers droned on about some arduous topic. Some hunched over their desk fixed to their seats, wondering would it be so bad if their school got hit tonight. When the school is empty of course, they assure themselves in denial to remove any lingering guilt. While perhaps the less sensitive of children, or maybe those who can hold a grudge, think it may be satisfactory if a particular teacher is working late. Maybe marking their last exam that they didn’t revise for. Then the school bell rings summoning the silent relief of hundreds.  A stampede generates at the gates as the heard head home. The more enthusiastic and younger charge out in front.

Fathers return to the houses, sweaty and dusty, to loving wives who hug them only slightly disgusted. Before long, but not soon enough for the children, dinner is served. It’s not late but light is already beginning to dissolve into the acidic black, which engulfs the once coloured sky. Upwards, specks of brightness appear in the vast black cloth. Tiny holes through which the blank canvass can be seen hanging lifelessly above. House light after house light disappears as dark non-metaphorical curtains shield their signal. The blackout begins and the city tries to hide. As the evening grows late and children grow restless many collapse onto a hard, unforgiving bed in the upstairs of a two up-two down house. They may pray for the ones they love and know, forgetting those that they don’t. Excluding them, with faith, in the assumption that another will include them in their prayers. The night descends on the quiet city, and as it plays its deadly game of hide and seek on a huge scale, its people sleep. Bombs will fall tonight but for most life will continue. Just like the city itself, they will struggle on. Although they don’t know it the blitz is only halfway through.

Thursday, 29 November 2012

Hollow


I was sitting in the hard hollow of a beech tree's arc and yet I was confortable. It wasn’t a large tree and nor was I high up but it was a tree with a view. From the base of Scrabo tower in Country Down, Northern Ireland you see the Mourne ‘mountains’ resting sullenly to the south, while Strangeford Lough curls its way to the expanse of rarely blue Irish Sea to the east. Newtownards stands at the foot of the tower’s hill but its presence doesn’t produce anything worth looking at and fortunately it was out of view.(sorry if you're from there). I sat in that tree as I took a break from ruining a quite pleasant walk, or golfing, if you’d prefer. It was the heart of summer, if seasons had anatomy, and the ground was getting hot under the mid afternoon sun. 

Not quite alone, I shared the tree with birds and probably other living things, which were too small for me to notice. The tweeting of the birds was a welcome break from silence as they squawked, mocking golfer’s miscalculated shots or laughing at the men who lacked skill to even consider calculation. Lying by the trunk of the tree grew flowers, which, at some expense to description, I couldn’t identify. However they injected a splash of colour into the veins of endless blades of grass. I found myself surrounded by a natural beauty, which would only become more beautiful over the coming months as autumn trickled in as a gorgeous amber calm before the storm of winter. Some fine and slender mists of stratus cloud lay motionless on the horizon like a dab of cream on top of a coffee world. I was relatively at peace here, away from the hustle and bustle of Belfast that stood large and grey 10 miles behind me. In my tree I saw a cleaner world and watched it with a quieter state of mind. 

A comparatively cool breath whispered at my face, freshening the humid air and I thought for a brief moment that all was right with the world. I was younger then, 15 years old. For me, at that age even the worst problem was really no trouble at all, had I experienced something truly grave. I’m 20 now and don’t claim to be any wiser, merely jaded, perhaps more cynical. I learn more every day about how the world works and usually want to unlearn it that night as the realization that I cant change it hits..  I sit and wonder about what our system and structure of life is all about, until my head hurts and I recognize that I don’t know what I’d have put in its place. I’m not sure I like money. Is it a lack of money that creates the poor or is it moneys very existence that forces someone to sleep in an alleyway? That has someone starve because they have no food. Perhaps all the worst excesses of poverty are caused by moneys pretty central role in today's system. Who knows. I certainly don't.

Wednesday, 28 November 2012

£3.99


Hello, its 7.30pm on a wednesday night. Just saying. I havnt 'blogged' in awhile and i just found out my blog has 8000 pageviews, i dont understand how considering i can barely navigate myself around my account. Do i have a stalker? Its gettin very cold here, dont think this scottish winter is going to be particularly toasty, which is why im going into exile back to Belfast for 4 days this weekend. 

Today has been okay, not done too much, went into town and bought food. Had a hot chocolate with a mate and now im trying to work out what to do with the evening. Might play some snooker or pool, or i might go to the cinema. Somewhere in the far depths of my mind is the willpower to do revision tonight, il let you all know if i stumble upon it. Exams are coming up pretty soon, but im more interested in the thought of going to the belfast christmas market this weekend. Oh and i got a bottle fake baileys today in tesco. Amazing stuff. It was very cheap, coincidentally the same price as the title of this blog enter.. hope its better than this post though.

And to finish my haphazardly structured and irrelevant post, a few lines out of something i wrote, enjoy.. or not

Outside the bitter cold cuts my window
Launching an attack with arrow and bow
Rain dripping down the glass til' frost is born
but here in my bed I can sleep dry and warm

And now i see the people walking down the street
I sit and wonder about the day that we will meet
Every cell of skin might remind of your face
Despondent, i cover true, wrapped in thread and lace

Sunday, 29 April 2012

Rush.

Hello, I'm Bored. How're you? This weekend was super quiet. Halls are renowned for being fun but times like tonight show me that this is a big misconception. Most people are away home for the weekend so my room became my best friend. Got to head out to a few pubs with my brother Stephen on friday, that was good fun and was a bit of a change of scenery.

Saturday.. I drank Ice tea. Thats it.

Sunday (today), I did that thing where I get up super early to take a photo of a sunrise, only because I knew it would be a clear morning. That made it worth it to get up at 5.30 or something, it really was very nice.  Had to rush a bit to get there in time for the sunrise, and only some trespassing occurred. You might think that this link to the title "Rush" is far too tenuous, but wait, there's more.

The exams are rushing up on me (see?). I probably haven't revised sufficiently yet, although my notes definitely organised. I'l cram from here on in, it's fine. If you haven't got exams coming up, you're lucky. However if you don't have exams happening soon then you've probably got a job or something, in which case you don't have 3 and a half month summer this year. So "haha".

A final purpose of this post is to assure you that you can rest easy tonight, for you can be certain that you had a better weekend than me. Goodnight.

Monday, 12 March 2012

Small World.

I flew back to Glasgow yesterday from Belfast International. Despite the title of this blog I didn't meet anyone I knew. It's always interesting taking off and looking down before the plane rises above the clouds. Everything looks tiny from up that high. Makes you think how small we are. I guess it really is a small world. Clouds look like marshmallow or cotton wool when you're up above them. It amazes me how uncomfortable people get when they're forced to spend a reasonable period of time in close proximity to those they don't know. Im talking about the plane journey and the waiting before it. By "uncomfortable" I don't solely mean it in a physical sense. I mean it regarding their emotional state as well. You sit next to someone and they wish you could have sat at least a chair away from them. Last saturday morning me and ben were heading out early for photos. Before we left I put my empty glass back in the fridge instead of the milk carton. We laughed but only because we were sleep deprived. Told him I'd "Blog" about it. Im back now to the monotonous routine of having vast periods of free time. Oh well, I guess I'l make dinner soon. Tricked you again into thinking that in this blog there would be a decent philosophical or moral discussion worth your time. Nope..

Friday, 9 March 2012

Chicken and Sweetcorn Pie.

I got up super early this morning to take a photo of a sunrise. Seemed worthwhile as I havnt seen one for about five months. Drove to ballywalter, (that was the place I last saw one) and got my camera stuff out of the car. Didnt really go to plan but I took some photos. Good thing was it gave me time to look at things, and think a little. I was mostly walking about in a trance like state, so I was really just looking at things. Regarding my general health, being out and about on some beach probably beats looking at a computer screen, so thats one positive.

Im back home at the moment, getting a break from universtiy. I'm enjoying it here, being away from home for 24 hours a week for something like six weeks on end is just a bit of struggle. But still, gotta do law, thinking about the future or something like that. Buh.

Sorry this post doesnt have any real point to it. Although I'm not actually sorry, cause you didnt have to read it :) Nothing in this post is really expressed coherently, I'm blaming that on how tired I am.

Oh by the way.. Im eating a chicken and sweetcorn pie at the moment.

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Intro.

Oh I just made a blog account thing. We'll see how this goes. I believe I'm only talking to myself seeing as nobody else will be able to find this blog. Anyway, I'll see what I can think of to say in the coming days, weeks or months. Any given unit of time in the plural.